GAWT UH N3W XHANGUH

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SP3NT THA W33K3ND WiT THA FAVO KHUZO, LANi!! WOOHOO!!

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THA OLANDAY FAMUHL33 KAM3 F3R UH ViSiT SiNC3 D3ii R ALL MOViN THA 30TH OV DYS MONTH..SADN3SS. HMMM TH3Y KAM3 ROUN 1 OCLOK UHN L3FT ROUND 8 OR SHO. GAWT TO R3MiNiS3 BOUT ALL OUR G3WD TYM3S UHN TALKD BOUT DRAMA UHN JUSH UH WHOL3 LOT OV OTH3R SHNiZ. i WAS SHO HAPPY T3W SH33 THA FAMUHL33 AG3N, iSH B33N UH Y3AR SiNC3 i SAW D3M LAST. PLUS iSH LYK3 TH3YR PART OV M3H SHO Y3H. i GAWT MYS3LF MY OWN LiL BUDDUH BUH H3 UH ViOL3NT ON3 H3 iS, B3 HATiN ON M3 UHN LANi, DYS BUDDUH OV OURS iSH BAD LUCK MANNG. HMM LAYT3R TALKD BOUT HOW LANi UHN i DiNT WANNA B3 FW3NDS iN FiRST GRAD3 UHN HOW SH3 MAD3 M3H CRY. TALKD BOUT THA PUPiLZ W3 DONT LYK3. iNT3R3STiN SHNiZ CAM3 UP THO BUH Y3H WONT G3T T3W D3TAiLD KHUZ iSH R3ALi NON3 YO BZNAZ. TH3N Y3H FAMUHL33 L3FT ROUND 8 UHN i WAS STUK WiT LANi, W33H33!! HMM LAYT3R THA NiT3 W3 GAWTS BOR3D SHO W3 W3NT T3W SH33 HARRY POTT3R UHN DUH PRiSN3R OV ASKABAN. WOOHOO!! Y3H D3N W3 W3NT OUT F3R SHUM iC3 CR3AM UHN DiNT KUM HOM3 TiL 2 iN DUH MORN. TH3N NOTHANG MUCH HAPP3ND C3PT CHiTT3R CHATT3R BOUT UHLOT OV SHNiZ. BUH Y3H KNO D3R AiNT NO PARTAY LYK UH CLAR3 UHN LANi PARTY KHUZ W3 PARTY LYK3 iSH 2000 B3HB3ii!!

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W3 WAS SUPPOS3 T3W GO TO CHURCH BUH ALL OV US OV3R SL3PT UHN MY MOM WAS STiLL T3W TiR3D T3W TAK3 US T3W THA LAK3 FAiR. SHO Y3H LANi UHN i ASKD LYK 3RRY1 F3R UH RiD3 UHN NO LUCK BUH iSH K3W KHUZ ROUND 9 AHT NiT3 MOMMY D3CiD3D T3W TAK3 USH UHN MY OTH3R KHUZO AY3K. iT WAS TYT3 CHiLL3N WiT D3M, MUH  MOMMY WAS MY BUDDY!! WOOHOO!! W3 H3LD HANDS F3R DUH FiRST TiM3 SiNC3, W3LL W3N i WAS 5? K3K3, SAW UHLOT OV PUPiLS D3R UHN iT WAS TYT3 GOTTA CHiLL WiT MR. WiLL UHN MR. K3NJi. LOL G3W TYM3S. DAMN TALL ASS MOFOS TRYNNA G3T GiRLS NUMBAS LOL. i GOT TH3R NUMB3R BUH LOL NAWT F3R M3 ONL33 MY KHUZO ;o] K3K3. Y3H LANi TiNKS W3 AKTUALLY GAWT SUM HOTT GUYS HURR BUH i R3MiND3D HURR THA SH3 MOViN TO LAS V3GAS UHN D3RS BOUND TO B3 H3KKA FiON3R GUYS DURR. BUH Y3H, i GU3SS OLYMPiA GAWT SHUM GUYS LOL BUH 3ARLi3R ON SUND3ii i S3D OLY GAWT STUCK WiT SHUM DUH UGL33 ON3S HAHA. iSH G3W THO LOL LANi M3MB3R TH3 PUKA SH3LLS? LOL!! Y3H AY3K WAS ALL LOOKiN AHT DUH HOTT GUYS ROUND DURR LOL. AJ? BUH Y3H GOTTA CHiLL WiT K3NZi AKA HUBBY F3R UHWiL3 D3N Y3H W3 W3NT OUR OWN WAYS WHiCH iS K3W. HMM D3N W3NT ON SHUM RiD3S LOL G3W TYM3S SP3CiALLY DUH LiL SPAC3SHiP SHiT. LMAO!! CAS3Y, JORDAN SM., DT, UHN DOMiNiC WAS H3KKA KRAZZi3!! GOSH THA SHiT WAS SHO FUNNY. FUKiN iT WAS HARD TRYNNA DO THA WAV3 LOL. iT WAS K3W W3 GAWT LiK3 WHA T3N PUPiL TO DO iT. o00o0 3RRYTHANG WAS K3W TiL LANi UHN i LiFT3D UP OUR H3ADS UHN ONC3 W3 GOT OFF i ALMOST THR3W UP...NASTY. GRAViTY iS AG3NST US NAWT WiT USH LANi!! HMM TOOOK SHUM PiX HOMi3S F3R3VA MANNG. HMMM Y3H WALKD ROUND WiT SHUM PUPiLS UHN JUSH CHiLLD SHUM MOR3 YOO KNO. HMM L3FT ROUND MiDNiT3 UHN Y3H. M3 UHN MY KHUZO LANi ST3YD UP TiL ROUND 4 BUH W3 W3R3 ALL MAKiN OUR PUDDiN UHN OUR BROWNi3S UHN OUR PUFFS. WANNA TAK3 UH PUFF? LOL G3W TYM3S MANNG. TH3Y W3RNT GR3AT TH3Y WAS BRiLLiANT MUWHAHHA. LUMiNOUS!! o000o0 WAiT NAW iSH 3XP3CTO PR3TROUNUS!! HAHA!!

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HMM WOK3 UP ROUN 1o.30 KHUZ W3 HADDA TAYK3 LANi HOM3. Y3H W3 PiCKD UP K3NZi UHN Y3H ALL OV US WAS H3KKA TiR3D UHN F3LL UHSL33P iN DUH CAR. ONL33 TOOK US UH HOUR UHN D3N W3 JUSH CHiLLD WiT THA OLANDAY FAMUHL33 TiLL  BOUT 3 OR SHO. R3ADiN ASTROLOGY STUFF UHN 3ATiN MY LOAF CAK3 MUAHAHAH. BUH Y3H TH3N W3 KAM3 HOM3 UHN Y3H JUSH WATCHD T3L3 TiL K3NZi MOM PiCKD HiM UP UHN Y3H. NAWT MUCH BUH SL33P ALL D3ii.

,,,SP3KUH BOXXX

N3LLY,,,MY PLAC3,,,MY FAVORIT3 SUNG!!!
JARUL3,,,CAUGHT

,,,HOLLUH AHT YO LAYD!!
,,,MAKiN UH N3W XANGA

[[jazzy fizzle, aka jaslyn (BIG SIS) wuhz hurr]] I LOVE YOU LIL ONE..mwAH

TODAY HAS B33N ON3 OV THOS3 DAYS, iD JUSH RATHER FORGET.

WH3N i THiNK OV LiF3 UHN ALL iTS N3GATiV3 THiNGS
SCARY THOUGHTS OCCUR GR3AT F3ARS iT BRiNGS
D3ALiNG WiTH FRi3NDS WHO B3TRAY3D MY TRUST
STANDiN ALON3 iN TH3 RAiN FROM DAWN TO DUSK
LOSiNG TH3 MAN WiTH WHOM i WiSH3D TO SHAR3 YOOR DR3AMS
L3AV3S YOO WiTH 3Y3S LiK3 CLOUDS UHN T3ARS LiK3 STR3AMS
WiTH FAMiLY M3MB3RS ARGUiN DAY UHN NiGHT
MAK3S M3 WANT TO RUN AWAY FROM THAT UNPL3ASANT SiGHT
SCHOOL iS HARD DOiN WORK i DONT UND3RSTAND
WALKiN DOWN UH ROAD WiTH  NO FUTUR3 iN YOOR HAND
MY WORLD iS DARK, 3MPTY UHN CONFUS3D
i F33L ANGRY, FRUST3RAT3D UHN COMPL3T3LY US3D
3V3RYTHiNG iS UNCL3AR, i ONLY S33 D3ATH ON TH3 WAY
THiS LiF3 OV MiN3 SHOULD B3 TAK3N AWAY.

iF LiF3 WAS UH ROAD TH3N iV3 COM3 TO TH3 3ND
iF NOT TH3 3ND TH3N AHT L3AST TH3 LAST B3ND
ALL THAT Li3S AH3AD iS JUSH CLiFFS UHN TR33S
ALL THATS L3FT iS JUSH B3GGiN ON MY KN33S.
i LOOK AH3AD WiTH NOTHiNG L3FT
BUT UH FAST RUN UHN A JUMP TO MY D3ATH.
TH3 3ASY WAY OUT, i THiNK AS i RUN
CONS3QU3NC3S OV LiVING MY LiF3 OV FUN.
DUST iN MY TRAiL AS i GAiNR SP33D
F3W S3CONDS OV FRiGHT UHN MY SOUL WiLL B3 FR33D.
AS SW3AT BURNS MY FACE, UH T3ARDROP FALLS
NO MOR TALKS WiTH DAD OR TRiPS TO TH3 MALL
UH YOUNG LiF3 CUT SHORT BY MY F3AR
TH3 SCR3AMiN SiL3NC3 iS ALL i CAN H3AR.
i CAN S33 TH3 3DG3 THROUGH MY BLURRY 3Y3S
"H3LP M3 SOM3ON3!!" UH LOST VOiC3 CRi3S.
MY KN33S SO W3AK, NOT R3ADY TO L3AP
BUT MY H3ART iS BROK3N, WiTH T3ARS i W33P.
TH3 AiR HiTS MY FAC3 LiK3 UH COLD, BiTT3R KNiF3
FOR BOUT THR33 S3CONDS i HAD UH FR33 LiF3.
WiTH TH3 3ARTH APPROACHiNG, i CANT TURN BACK
i LOOK TOWARD H3AV3N TO G3T WHAT i LACK.
TRU3 HAPPiN3SS i THOUGHT WHiCH COULD N3V3R B3 MiN3
OR UH SiMPL3 SMiL3 ACROSS MY FAC3 WHiCH WOULD N3V3R SHiNC3.
WH3R3 ONC3 STOOD UH YOUNG GiRL WiTH TH3 WHOL3 WORLD AH3AD
Li3S UH SOUL-L3SS CORPS3, MANGL3D UHN D3AD.
iS SH3 HAPPY? WHO COULD R3ALLY T3LL?
OR iS SH3 STiLL TRAPP3D iN H3R OWN H3LL?
TH3 3ASY WAY iS WHAT i SHALL B3 TAKiNG
FOR MY F3AR UHN MY T3ARS COULD N3V3R B3 SHAK3N.

RiGHT AHT TH3 MOM3NT i HAV 3RRY ATT3NTiON OV KiLLiN MYS3LF..

AWWW SHUX DYS iSH WHA M3 HUBBY WROT3 TO M3 iN HiS PROFiLY!!

i decided to dedicate this whole payge to my boo..since she is the one i do truly love deep down in my heart..maybe i dont show it at times because im being selfish..but i hope in the end of all of our arguements..i hope she styll knows that, imma always be by her side and imma always love her more then anything..no matter what..forever..i love yoo baby..=]

booboo..i know i have hurt yoo hella bad in the past many many times..and i know i styll do..and yoo know i never mean to..i would never want to hurt yoo on purpose..and im sorry for everything that i did in the past..and thank yoo for always sticking with meh even tho i put chu through all the hurt in the past..there are onlee about 3 people i know i can go to when im feeling down..lyk when my family member died..yoo were there to stick by my side to mayk meh feel better..='[ i styll cry till this day..knowing that he died...but then again..im happy knowing that i know yoo're there for meh..aint many peepz out in this world that live in washington that are my true friends..but i dont care..as long as if i have yoo in my armz and yoo stay mynez..im never gonna care what other peepz think..as long as if i have my true homiiez and my one and onlee booboo..which is yoo baby..man..i am so stoopid for ever hurtin yoo in the past..lolz..i know alot of yoor friendz say that and i know ish true..ish all go0d i guess..even tho i broken yoor heart many times i never wanna break it again..i wanna be the one to unbreak it..=] lolz..soundz kinna korny, but yoo know meh best outta every1 boo..yoo know how korny i am..datz what else i love about yoo..i know i can be my stoopid korny self around chu cuzz i know yoo aint gonna judge meh..yoo will jus laff with meh, not at meh..and wow, i do love to mayk my baby smile and laff..one of the best feelingz in the world..i love to see my baby mayk a beautiful smile..lolz..so i can kissheey her big red cheeekz..hehe..i know yoo dont lyk it when i say that but styll..yoor one of my best friendz too..not just another girl to meh..cuzz i want yoo to be the girl i share the rest of my life with..to marry and be happy with..i wish we would jus stop fighting..=\ im sorry for starting all of our fightz too booboo..i know yoo say itz both of our faultz..but i know im the one to start them all..and im sorry..dont deny it, cuzz everyone even tellz meh im the one to start it..but yeah, im sorry for starting them boo..yoo kno i do truly love yoo..yoor the first girl i have falling in love with..but i love mah mommheey too tho..hehe ^_^ ..but chu know i love yoo more then mah mommheey..cuzz i love my oh so yummy hunnybunnyboo =] i dont know what i would do without chu..where would i be?..ionno..id prolly be dead if i didnt have anyone as spesho as yoo in my life..i would have prolly done hella stoopid stuff but if it wasnt for yoo..ionno what i would do..yoor my first true love and i hope it stayz that way..cuzz i dont wanna be with any one else but my boo..shez the onlee one i cherrish my momentz with..and baby..im glad all those momentz i had was shared with yoo..=] lyk the first time i came to yoor house at night after the football game and i held chu all night long..das da same night when yoo first kissed meh on my cheek..hehe *blush* ..the time i walked to yoor house in the winter, freezing cold, in the snow, just to give yoo that big ass doll thingee i bought chu =]..the time yoo fed meh pie..yummy yummy..man baby..i cant even think riote now but chu know that 1 day we was naming all of our go0d momentz?..damn..we have had hella go0d..but bad =\..momentz together..but im happy that i have mayd chu happy in the past..and im happy that im with yoo this very day..i love being with yoo baby..maybe it seemz lyk i dont cherrish every day im with yoo but im always glad that im with yoo baby..i would choose being with yoo then being with any one..i would seriously sacrafice my life for yoo..just to mayk yoo happy so yoo could life a safe and happy life..im not saying i want chu to have a happy life without meh..im jus saying i hope that i can mayk yoo happy, just tell meh what to do..and ill do it just for yoo boo..i could never see yoo with someone else..that would jus hurt meh so much and break my heart..and i cant see myself with anyone besidez yoo..i know i get mad hella easily..but at nightz..i relize that i have the perfect girl there for meh in my life..cuzz i never been with someone to love meh this much..i relize all da shit yoo do for meh and i wanna thank yoo for that boo..im happy to be with yoo..and i seriously mean that i do wish we last forever..i love yoo baby..=]

"..in the blistering cold..i would styll run to yoo just to be in yoor warm arms..and hold chu tight as long as i could..and i hope that chu would never let go and leave my side..cuzz yoor the one to guide meh threw the blistering cold..even at nights..yoor my shining star.."

^^..baby..i mayd that up just faw yoo..keke..=]

K3K3. i LOV3 YOO HUBBY SHO MUCHi3S!!